Hi Mum, I miss you terribly today, it has been an absolutely rotten day. I could really use your ear. You always understood how i felt about this thing, even though you felt I should just leave it alone. I should have listened to you. I didn't think it could get worse, by god it did, really bad. Nevertheless I have found the courage to walk away broken and feeling pummeled. I know you would tell me to get up, and dust myself off. However I think I am going to sit in the dirt a little longer and continue to remind myself why I should not have joined in. I apparently need to get it thru my thick head. I miss you, I miss your laugh, I miss making you a cuppa and I miss singing songs with you, I miss it all. I will continue to let my little lovelight shine once I get up, dust off and glue the broken pieces back together. BIG love Katrina xxx